I just want to help and I don’t think I am and I don’t think I’m doing a good job. This isn’t about me and I don’t want it to be, I’m not strong enough to be this selfless. My intentions are good, but my actions don’t feel right. Can everything just go back to normal, back to two months ago? I don’t know how to comfort you when you only turn away and I don’t know how to ignore my thoughts. You deserve more, you deserve better and that’s what breaks my heart.